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listen:

Mon Dec 7, 2009, 3:33 AM
i always thought it must be you.
you, nobody else,
just you.
i guess i was maybe wrong.
i guess it was sort of me too.

i am more sorry than i used to be.
i forgive you.

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: the
  • Reading: sea
  • Watching: lion
  • Playing: laying
  • Eating: down
  • Drinking: long.

happy birthday to me.

Mon Nov 9, 2009, 4:17 PM
the older i get the younger the world around me appears.


i will say this once:
life is faust.
there will be a debt to be payed in the end.
my past does not define me, nor does my future.
i am. and that is enough for now.

  • Mood: Doubtful
  • Listening to: fuck
  • Reading: love,
  • Watching: give
  • Playing: me
  • Eating: fire.

the angels have the phonebox.

Mon Aug 3, 2009, 9:39 AM
i am an image distorted through a water bottle, a hall of mirrors.
i am the spinning room in the berlin tv tower, my mind spins in circles.
i am mayday fairs and stacks of kerouac books and snapped piano strings.
guns in philadelphia and sex offenders prisons in california and cross-country trains, beachside paintings and maltese crosses and tiny picture frames.
i am old diary pages and drawers of letters and photographs kept from years before.

slowly, i am learning to let nostalgia lay down in the earth.

  • Mood: Doubtful
  • Listening to: strangers
  • Reading: looking
  • Watching: into
  • Playing: each
  • Eating: other's
  • Drinking: eyes.

seventeen years.

Tue Jul 21, 2009, 12:03 PM
i don't think i can forgive you those words.
if i'm going to lose you, then i can try. but i really don't know.
i'm sorry.

  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: i
  • Reading: wish
  • Watching: to
  • Playing: be
  • Eating: free
  • Drinking: again.

listen, i'm saying this once.

Wed May 27, 2009, 12:15 PM
i love you now.
i'm with you now.
i'll do my best, moment to moment, not to betray you.
now.
that's it. no more. don't make me lie to you.

  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: to
  • Reading: be
  • Watching: forgiven,
  • Playing: loved
  • Eating: and
  • Drinking: free.

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